I never thought that God would be enjoyable

I never thought that God would be enjoyable,
And my experience of Him is indescribable;
When first I opened up my heart to Him,
He came in me and filled me to the brim.

I never sought Him nor I ever asked for Him.
Sometimes I wonder, am I in a heavenly dream;
I don’t deserve Him, oh, a sinner like me,
My explanation, friends, it’s just His mercy.

My friends they tell me,
“Don’t be too much for Him.”
“Just be so normal and not go to the extreme.”
But I can’t help it, there is no one like Him.
His love has touched me, so I now have meaning.

My every moment is to live unto You.
In everything dear Lord,
You must now break through.
I’m just a vessel, You’re my treasure within.
O Lord, keep spreading in my entire being

And now I’m waiting for Your coming again.
Lord, keep me faithful to You unto the end.
To see You face to face on that great day,
’Tis my desire that I’d go all the way.